Oh. Mrs O. Will You Tell Us Where The Naughty Children Go. Will You Show. How The Sky Turned White And Everybody Froze. Heaven Knows How They Got Into The Fireplace. But Everybody’s Saying Grace. And Trying To Keep A Happy Face.

Watch the vultures count the hours
April trains may bring strange showers
- Mrs. O/ The Dresden Dolls

Drumming in bra & shorts = Fucking ace

Drumming in bra & shorts while hacking one’s lungs out = DIE DIE DIE

p.s. Amanda Fucking Palmer is a rockstar.

How’s Your Day Been? Cause Mine Has Taken Strange And Ugly Turns. But No, No, No. I Feel Better Today. Cause I’m Off My Knees.

You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just wanna scream

I think you should just go away cause
There’s no necessity for you to stay and
Next time you come around my way
Forget it baby you’re not coming in

A heart made for a lot of sorrow
No you can’t come back tomorrow
Shut my windows, lock my doors
Cause my heart won’t be your rag doll anymore
- Rag Doll/ Kris Moyse (original: Maroon 5)

I’ve developed a routine. Wake up 45 mins before I have to leave for school. Drink a can of iced mocha to stay awake in the bus. SCHOOLSCHOOLSCHOOL. HOMEHOMEHOME. INTERNET. SLEEP. RINSE&REPEAT.

This saddens me so :/

Now I’m off to start on my paper for that craptastic world issues class. So far, I’m calling it SOCIAL STRATIFICATION: POVERTY IN OLIGARCHIC SAUDI ARABIA. I like long winded titles with 4 & 5 syllable words in them. Makes me seem smart. Which you know, I’m not, really. I’m just good at bullshitting.

byebyebye.

There’s A Chance, One Of Us Will Give In Soon. I Could Ask, But What’s An Answer Gonna Prove? I Try Go Get Made, But The Fever Drops. My Heart Can’t Break ‘Cause The Beating Stops.

Yeah, suck that lucky feeling right outta me.
- Feeling Lucky/ Jimmy Eat World

19 years.
6 939.60178 days.

I’m still here. I’m still alive.

She’s Gonna Fall From Me. And The Wind Will Catch Her. Just Take A Look And See. While The Ground’s Below Her. I’ve Seen Many Change Today.

Don’t you wanna believe the leaves?
- Believe!/ Empires

It’s mid-week and I’m already sick of school.

Not in the sense of studying– because I think I’ll really enjoy the influx of new information (I’m surprised at how interning @ IFW has made me understand fuckloads about editing. who knew?). It’s the extreme exhaustion that’s getting to me though. Like I said, it’s only been the first few days of school and already my eyes are constantly shutting on their own accord. On monday (aka the first day of school)? I turned in at 10+. I haven’t done that since… god knows when.

This is all weird. I suppose that my body clock is adjusting to the sudden shift after going to bed at four in the morning for two full months.

Also, I have the most fucked up timetable. Thank god that it’s being revised (again). I mean, really, school on mondays from 9am-7pm with only an hours break in between? And to balance that, a 3-hr break slot on weds and a 4-hr slot on thurs? Not cool, school :\!

In other news:
Happy birthday Liwen! All the bestest for your A’s, love <3

Thoughts Swirl, Spinning Around. Weary, Falling Down. When Out Of The Darkness A Hand. Reach Out. Hold Fast.

Turn round this time
Love is there to find.
Lift your head and see
Open up your eyes.
- Love Will Make You Beautiful/ The Afters

I was in the midst of making a mix-cd when iTunes shuffled to this. Funny how I’ve had it for years but never listened to it. I really must stop this habit of abandoning albums half-way. Otherwise, I’d be missing such breathtaking songs like this.

I am in love (with the song)— yes I am.