I have nothing for you.

I’m weak. And pathetic. And extremely lonely.

It’s been slightly over 6 hours since I sent my mac in for repair (it doesnt detect any dvd I pop into it, damn it!) and I’m feeling so lost without it. Yes, I may not understand how it works and what the hell it’s made of but I love it to bits and pieces and I’m so dreadfully attached to it. Sad, huh? Well, I don’t give a flying eff about my pride anymore. I’m using my sister’s windows desktop and it’s murder! I keep apple+c/v/a-ing shit but of course…THERES NO APPLE ICON *major headesk and captain facepalm*

I keep thinking about it:
- Hmm, I wanna watch a dvd on my bed…DAMN IT!NO MAC
- Hmm, I wanna read my bookmarked fanfic…DAMN IT! NO MAC
- Hmm, I wanna bookmark new fanfics…DAMN IT! NO MAC
- Hmm, I wanna listen to my iTunes with over 6000 songs…FOR THE LAST TIME: DAMN IT! NO MAC

I can’t even check my LJ in peace because that’s something that only seems right on my mac! And nothing else. It’s like a personal process and browsing and saving links on LJ on any com that isn’t my mac is just blasphemous!

Thank god for the sis having photoshop and msn on her com otherwise I’d just might kill myself. Want to know something that made me almost fall into depression? I received news that my HD…that brand new shit which just stopped working a month into me owning it… is most likely beyond repair. “Plus side” is that they’ll replace it for me, FOC or at a low cost…BUT 80% of the shit there is gone forever. Unless I’m willing to fork out a couple thou…WHICH, NO WAY JOSE!

Supernatural. Doctor Who. House M.D. Top Gear. Moonlight. Queer As Folk. Tudors. Robin Hood. Chuck. Friends. Buffy. Weeds. Torchwood. Bones. Project Runway. New Amsterdam. Dexter. Dirty Sexy Money. Firefly. Flight Of The Conchords. CSI. Veronica Mars. Big Fat Quiz Of The Year. Mock The Week. Never Mind The Buzzcocks. Heroes. How I Met Your Mother. Skins. Freaks And Geeks. Gossip Girls. Gilmore Girls. The Big Bang Theory. Little Britain. Early Edition. Dead Like Me. The Office…

Wrists, meet penknife.

Argh! I’m fine with DW/TW/Bones because I’m able to replace those easy-peasy but the fact that I’ve lost Supernatural, HIMYM and Top Gear data has broken my already fractured heart into many more tiny pieces and I don’t think it’ll ever be whole again. Damn it.

I don’t want to hear the whole spiel about how it’s meant to be and stuff like that. Stuff it where the sun don’t shine thankyouverymuch.

On the brighter side, of which it’s pretty damn dark and dank and the grass still ain’t greener, MY TV SCHEDULE IS GONNA BE ON TRACK AS OF 0030H with the final ep of Solitary V.2!!! The air is finally clear from athletic disease *takes in deep, greedy gulps* Also, Kak Iya is on an impromptu sleepover tonight so thats ten shades of awesome ;D

Icing on an average cake? I did a spot of shopping. THERAPY. That’s what I’m calling it anyway. Finally finished my damn HMV card (was stuck at number 24 for like 2 months) when I bought M*A*S*H* (yeah. I caved in and bought it), Ferris Bueller’s Day Off & Fall Out Boy’s Infinity On High (because I was so damn sick and tired of waiting for my friend to return my copy FROM A YEAR AGO and just told my mind to treat it like it was her birthday gift or something…but seriously, UNGRATEFUL AND INCONSIDERATE, MUCH. Wanker). Searched high and low for The Outsiders/My Bodyguard/Empire Records but they didn’t have it on sale. Sigh. Win some, lose some, I suppose…

Also headed down to Borders at Parkway and like I mentioned yesterday, I bought it !! It being the Watchmen graphic novel! Finally!!! Brand new kick ass trade at a marked down price of 27.65$ (usual price 40.95$). That was quite a steal. *feels slightly better* Can’t wait to find the time to read it!!!

Oh wait. I don’t have my mac. Finding time shouldnt be a bloody problem now. Bahhhhhh.

Speaking of books, I’m selling a whole load of mine. In two batches online. First all the LBD books I own (well, I’m keeping about 6 or 7 of my favs) then a misc batch of reads by Nisha Minhas, Susan Donovan, Alexandra Potter etc. I hardly read them and they’re in mint condition, so I thought why not? I already sold off a copy of The Host by S.Meyer that I owned and the extra dough came in handy ;D Plus, it means more shelf space for ME :D

Oh! I remember saying that I wanted to type about why I want to kill the one and only Nikman (otherwise known as N). We were having this mass movie marathon. But like, it was not as if we were at each others house, no. We each had a copy of the same movie and then held a simultaneous movie discussion online. It’s fun shit. Really. We do it at least twice a month. So …it was N’s turn to pick and he chose Suicide Club…have you watched it? It’s sick! I was so grossed out by how gory it was and it was this really deranged horror flick AND I HATE HORROR FLICKS. I puked within the first 5 minutes of watching the damn thing. The whole thing with the blood on the railroad and the jumping off the roof and the rolls of dead people’s skin and the mother chopping off her fingers fingers…too much, too much!!!! I will not deny that it’s psychologically brilliant and it deserves its cult status 100% but there were gaps in the plots…or maybe that’s because I couldn’t watch the whole thing. SO YOU’RE GONNA PAY AND REALLY REGRET THIS WHEN IT’S MY TURN…OH WAIT. ITS MY TURN THIS WEEK, SUCKA!

So yeah. I’m a big ass wuss. The end.

And I remember that I wanted to talk about Project Runway and the ferosh Acid Betty…BUT MY SCREENCAPS ARE ON MY MAC, DAMMIT!